I feel us fading away. // 05 July 2013
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7:18 AM |
People will randomly walk in to your life. They will talk to you, care for you and make you feel blessed. But you have gone through this so many times. You know even after everything you all have been through, they will still leave. So you keep a distance and pray hard they will stop being nice to you so you can stop the familiar feeling of pain when they leaves. But thats when the memories came. You all talk, laugh, joke,camwhore and countdown to every single event there is you all know. But then slowly, the text messages started decreasing gradually. From sending each other quirk messages, spamming each other and disappearing for one, two hours and dozens of msg appears to you being contented they reply to you after the whole day of you waiting for their replies. You can get really angry when they don't reply you after a few hours, but when they do, you are so happy that you just stop and cherish every second they are still online talking to you. Even when you all go out, the silence becomes louder and topics become lesser. You start wondering what was it that you all had talked about last time, that topics never seem to stop and u could just spend a few hours talking to them with a cup of Starbucks amd nothing else. A thousand memories starts playing in your mind. About you and them. And you start realizing, they had become such a huge part of your lives that now, you spend half of the time waiting for their replies waiting for the awkward dates that wasn't so awkward after all, gossiping about other people, taking photos together,supporting each other. And well... Most importantly everything you all used to be. You couldn't blame them. It just happens. They start ignoring you. Sometimes,You walk past them and they say hi and u say back too. You try to think of something to say -anything but you failed. That's when you see someone new beside them "the new most important person of their life" So you say bye and walk away. Slowly, the memories fade and there's nothing you can do but hope the best for that person. That person may be your best friend, your lover, your crush. Anything. But now they become just anotherstranger that you know really well. Oh well. Guess life like's that. What can I do other than my mind chanting that I miss you? I just wished I could have spent more times with you... |