Everytime we actually start to even care about a person, that's when we get ourselves prone to be hurt and disappointed cause you thought you were actually special. (Either that or cause we are girls) and it sucks when you realize you are just another "friend", "talking buddy". And I guess for some girls, it's hard to like others when they have been hurt. Though it seems like a long time ago and who else but you, remember the pain and tears? And trust me, it's normal. Yes time pasts making many things seems hazy and you may have forgive a person but (again as a girl) never forget the pain. Yeah guys so this is the many problems of being a girl. We think way too much. Okay don't even know why I am writing this but that's what blogs are for,no? Putting random ideas into words cause there is no one else who bother enough to sit with you and well who else can relate to yourself better than yourself? Haha okayyy. So mid years is almost ending and I am struggling. I try so hard to turn dreams into reality but fear that it will just turn to all the regrets in life that you think back and say "wth did I just do with my life srly?" nah. Just hanging on to all my dreams.... Anyways, a human that live with no responsibilties, ambitions, dream , love and a few queer moments of courage could hardly be considered living a actual life,yes no? Haha jiayou yikkuen hehe blogging always makes me feel more encouraged yes no?